i am starting to feel emo again..
darn... this is bad...after many many many months of not being emo, the feeling is staring to come back.. i can feel it...

i dunno wad to say lo.. i cant say wads in my mind in case i offend the ppl.. and they are my friends.. at least i think they are.. hmm...

See.. my thoughts are even shaky about my friends... ok, i sound really insecure now...which is not good too..

k, i dunno wad i am doing now... writing rubbish.. really dunno how to explain also

ok, so this just came into my mind.. hmm. maybe its me who is the problem to all these and how my friends react...Could i be that irritating bastard? thats y i am not well liked..
or i am just too self-centered...darn..

maybe thats y sia...maybe thats y i cant keep friends for a long time.. they seem close for a while and then suddenly they start to fade away.... oh wells, maybe i am just meant to be like that... doomed as usual...

k wadever..