Hey all

Back again to blog...

Yesterday was busy busy day..

Went to Hai Sing earli in the morning to prepare for the carvival. The alumni Band Put up a performance at the foyer at Noon.

some pictures..





Group photo with Alumni!!!


My Bassoon Junior Angus, wah become alumni liao! haha


My bassoonies!!



So after , i went home to rest.. i was super tired.. the whole day was just so so so so HOT!!

But evening, had a BBQ at my place... my sis was celebrating her 19th Birthday...
Was ok i guess lahz...

The Infamous Tazmanian devil cake!




My Family


My god-Brothers and sisters..
From left: Gerad,Me,Daniel,Mum,Valerie,Kim,Jasmine,Dad,Jer Blinn


Kim and I




alrights.. to one performance is down... and SYF starts tml.. finally.. just want it all to end quickly lor... haiz.. tired liao...

The last couple of days have been a little emo also... haiz... sometimes thinking abt things is inivitable... how to tell ppl not to think about it or dont think too much? when it come, it comes... onli way is to keep urself busy from being too free to think abt things...

I wish things were better lor... i just feel very neglected lo.. everything just seem to be on surface level. u know, i get ppl telling me that i'm lucky to be doing the things love and im put in good positions.. but after doing this so much(and yes i do love it), i realise my relationships with ppl are not as soild as how it should be> and being so busy and tired at times, its not making my sensitivity to ppl and better too..and i this point, i'm sorri, but life sucks.

Hey all

its been a week again...
Nothing much have changed.. i have been busy and tired of a lot things as well..haiz.. lots on my mind lor.. i'm sorri to those out there reading and wondering what the heck is jon talking abt.. i know many of my posts have been very vague.. some a sesitive and private matters which i cant go in detail to everyone..

this week have been alright i guess...Monday had a seminar with composer Jacob De Hann...rest of the days were band pracs and stuff... normal lor.. but i have been feeling really tired also.. trying to rush with my band arrangement lo.. seems to be getting no where.. sighz..

These couple of days will be really busy... Sat, i'm conducting my hai sing alumni band in a performance in the afternoon.. night, my sis is having a birthday bbq...

Syf starts next week.. i have come to a point where i dont really bother about results as much now...maybe coz i'm not the one conducting the bands i'm helping... i just need to do my job and make sure they are musical..I am just waiting for the whole thing to quickly end! argh...

k.. will update soon k...back to life again...

Hey all

If i could use a vulgar word now i would.. and i would scream it out so loud that the world can hear, till the police will come and IMH will rush to me. I so wished i could do that.. and tell everyone that 'HEY, THERE IS A HUMAN BEING LIKE U ALL THERE CALLED JONATHAN OH! YES THATS ME! I HAVE EXSISTED ON THIS EARTH FOR ALMOST 20YEARS IF U HAVENT NOTICED!!"

haiz.. ok just a little irritated with some ppl around me, and i feel just angry about how ppl treat me... if i was ur friend, u would think about me too wad...or at least try..i'm not asking anyone to think of me like 24/7.. that would be my gf! ..well u get what i mean...

haiz... dunno what to say la...things are just one after another...y do i bother so much..put in effort in the essential things and they dont work out.. i'm just wasting my time lo...I was on the way home just now and i thought, if its going to be like this, u'll see the old quiet jon again. I am so going to isolate myself and just work work work.. and friend wont seem important, well i think no one will realise also bah...

k.. i'm just hovering over the same thing.. u get what i'm saying here...

Hey all..

Its been a long time since i last blogged..

Hmmz..Nothing really very exciting has been happening though...work is as per normal i guess..I havent really spent a lot of time with my batch ppl lately.. we all have been busy with our own commitments and band schedules.. so hard to even have an afternoon with them. lately onl really busy with my alumni band.

The more i interact with people, i realised that beacuse of our local culture, we always fail to see the good side in things before pointing whats wrong. u kow its like that say in the army.. u can do 100 good things, but u'll be marked down for that 1 wrong move, and ur reputation is over..

Complaining so much and hoping that things will turn out ur way is just a mere route of being irritating. Sommore complain to people who got no influence in deciding things. what good is it? So if you are guilty, STOP!



yet again, i have fall short of bringing myself into that regular self-pity mode again and again. I just cant help myself sometimes.. when i am placed in situations where i am always in the losing end...

Sometimes i wonder why i'm put in a good environment where i just cant match up to it. To be honest, i like being in such areas, but my life generally just cant seem to be on par with them.

Maybe thats y i am trying so hard to be independent, yet working so hard to find close friends too... Both great to invest in but failing. Maybe i'm taking things to fast sometimes.. but i think i'm go in desperation to secure them.but on the other hand, i do wonder why i put in so much effort in friendship and stuff when its onli 1 way.. and after everything, i feel so used and unwanted coz i'm not treated in the same respect. Friends are so hard to come by nowadays, many just wants companions of their choice and be there for them, not there for u... Hmmz.. maybe i should stop being so nice to everyone.

I think i need to engrave the thought that life is really unfair.

Hey all...

been a while since i updated..I had my unit's D&D on tuesday night... it was really fun! was at the SAF yacht club(changi)... haha..as many of u know..i did a performance in the D&D.. some chinese cha-cha... haha..was really fun and entertaining! and we won! wohoo!!

ok..some pics of the D&D here...


keng Hwee aka Kiwi & I


The BURFday boi (marcus)


My SL (liang You) who also won the bicycle he dint want in the lucky draw


My very nice and generous and super good cook Staff Sergent Ginny


My buddy Wei Loong...


And of coz here came our performance! wohoo!!.. Puss'arts!
Alan,Me,Jais,LyeHuat


Not bad picture hor?


Peiling and justin... hmm..i wonder what this papa is doing?


Peiling and I


hmmz... Andre acting cool?


Louis...I'm not drag! its aGo-Go!


Group pic!


Wei Loong again.. with a tongue act.. hmmz...


batch 77 withought desmond!!! argh!!!


k will update soon bah..

Hey all

I'm on off today... haha

Yesterday Change of guards at orchard-istana was postponed. Wow.. apparently its been a long time since this happened. haha.. well so worked a few hours and today is off..wohoo!
well its postponed to next week though..that means i gotta be there next sunday again..

k, actually these last few days not really busy de..

Sat, woke up for alumni band.. band was pretty ok this time.. fuller size =] hhaa.. then the rest of the day was spent at home stonning lo.. haiz..
Sunday, woke up, went for lunch with my family at Ikea and dad sent me to camp. of coz the whole thing cancelled.. haha..
Today.. hmms.. i'm gonna meet Jonthan Goh, from my sec school.. oh manz.. so long since i last met him.. haha..good time to catch up sia.. haha..

i've been listening a lot to th joe hisaishi 2008 concert.. haha.. really good sia.. some of it here.. darn, too bad youtube doesnt have the full version.. all cut...

Ponyo on the cliff by the sea is starting to interest me manz.. never really been into that.. but some parts to the music is really nice...







nothing much lately actually. things just same and dull also... a bit emo lately too.. argh.. just irritating.. i just wish things would be better.. yea it would be good eventually , but i the wait is difficult.. haiz...