Hey all

i'm back.. from what i am not too sure. haha

well.. how has things been with everyone?

things have been quite cordial lately.. not too bad bah..

Actually its been going quite alright for me personally.. i've been trying real hard to let go of many things, and it seems like things are runninga lot better.. quite good..

I'm now planning on my future plans for school, work and love(bleahs..) kidding.. haha

it will take time bah. but i am doing ok for now =]...

I'll be 21 in 4 months or so, kinda planning something big for myself this year.. i really want to have lots of fun this time round... looking at birthday venues now... its gonna be a blast yea!!


Me and my 'pretty' pink bow.. haha.. huiting's pink bday. made to wear it as a wrist band, but got this idea insead...

Hey all

HAPPY NEW YEAR...

wonder how everyone's new year and countdown has been?

I'll update what has been happening since my last post before i get to the new year...

Well quite a few things have been happening..Aiyo my life like so drama.. right benny? so drama! haha..

Well especially at home, dad is back in hospital also..


k, so i had my christmas party.. it was really nice to have everyone around...

(terence,Me,Benny,Esther,Trevel,james,Mark)


I have not gotten all the other pictures of the rest yet.. so will do that soon yea..

So i guest played with Philharmonic Youth Winds on the 23rd as well... it was a kinda stressful concert..

Jayden came to support me, thanks man!


During reherasal


My bassoon section(eunice, me, zi sheng)


Trevel had his bday party and an outing...



Christmas has never been so distant this year.. really did not feel like it came...and soon it was time to prepare for the new year...

i gave myself a treat and finally got an ear piercing the day after christmas... =]

new year's eve came... had dinner with trevel, benny, eddy and hakim in town... went up to the firestation tower to slack after that.. was really cool there manz..


everyone had to go coz some were leaving town the next morning..
Unfortunately my other friends had change of plans and midnight was on my own this year..
I dont blame anyone k...its coz of circumstances thats y...

I walked to the padang coz everywhere else was too crowded to enter... the fireworks were great, really made my day too...But the night was ever the most depressing too... somehow i kinda knew my countdown would be alone...

New years day was nth much..dinner at my grand aunt's house...

Last night i just had to breathe, and i just had to let all emotions out.. decided to go party...

Finally had my dance with Xvan too... haha...it was really fun, and i am glad i went out too... thanks guys!!!



Well 2010 is here.. up to now i dont know what i intend to do this year.. i tried thinking hard what i want to plan for.. but i just cant put a fixed thought yet...

Many of u guys have been quite concerned for me too...I feel like i am alright la. though strangely and scarily i seem eccentric at time.. i think i am freaked out too..I think maybe coz i am just overwhelmed with so many things and i just dun know how to control my emotions...And based on my previous post, i guess most of u know what i am going through...

I really hope this year would be a time where i can but my weights down from my shoulders too...2009 was a year pretty heavy for me... But honestly, i do need the support from my friends this year too... i will be there for u guys as much as i can too... but i do hope that as i run my turbulance, my buddies will still be around when i need someone to lean on...

what the year has in store is beyond what i can control. but i do hope to resolve many of my issues, hopefully find the special one and to just be happy with everything around me...

Have a good 2010 guys!