I am officially 19 ppl!..

Happy Birthday to me! muahaha! haha

oks... actually i was born at a good time.. 2.22am on 05/05(5th may).. nice numbers rite? haha... yea... but lawfully i am 19 le..

oks... went for a simple dinner to New York New York with my family and a little celebration dinner too... was not ver hungry though.. coz had a big pizza lunch with my cell..

so we had..





hahas....

yea.. tml mum and grandma is going to bring me out to Conrad Hotel for birthday lunch also.. should be nice.. haha..

Well, its my birthday... still having mixed feelings... dun feel the age also..

19... wow...lolz... there is still lots i should be doing in my teenhood and i have 1 year left... did i miss out on my last 6 years? maybe i did on somethings.. but i did grow and learn, exprience and feel a lot over the last few years...

well, i'm going to the army soon too...i dunt want to but cant wait to get in.. haha... contradicting but true...

well.. some hopes, dreams and wishes for my birthday... i know i'm not suppose to share my birthday wish but i just thought, birthday wishes dun really come true.. so maybe i will openly say it.. so i can still get my true friends to support me in wad i do too..

oks, so its going to be 19 wishes... since its my 19th bdae... so take time to reach what they are and my thoughts on it too...=]

1) I really want God back in my life...its been hard to put God first.. everyone knows that and i struggle with that a lot.. facing between good, and what i may want, and wads wrong...i need to learn to let it be in the hands of God and i need to follow back in that path.

2)I want to finish writing my official band piece... i need to do this b4 i reach to the end of my teen life..

3)I really hope to enter army by june... i really do.. coz i dun want to have wasted this whole yr and when i ORD, i will wast 3/4 a year till i start school again..

4)I need good and godly friends. of coz i want lots of friends.. yea, to hangout and stuff... but i really want more godly ones too.. which i can be close and share with... and know that i will be influenced right and ppl who would support, and advice.

5)I want to be fully healthy... most of u know i have had many illnesses over the years... to name a few, frontal sinusities(causing headaches), back problem and lower curved tailbone. Gastric issues... yea, i've been through enough pain whether i inflicted or they naturally come.. and it has disrupted me as a teen to be that active person i should be.

6)I pray God will really open doors easy for me for my future.. like the path of Music i am going to take.. If its the right route, i want God to open the way for the right road for me to take..

7)I want my family to be as one again... this is kinda personal, and wad i will say is i want there to be peace within everyone and towards each other again(if u wanna know more, u can ask me personally k)

8)Find a girlfriend? okoks.. wrong wish...coz i'm going army and i wont have time for her... but i wanna meet my Ms Right also...But as for now, i gotta prepare myself to be that Mr Right first..

9) I want to teach music to bands.. my ultimate goal is to be a music director.... i want to teach bands, conduct and work with musicians.. Inspired by my conductor MRS CHUA... thank u for ur passion which helped me find mine..

10)I want to be the friend, friendly and approachable person ppl would want to go to for help, fun, or just to hang with...


OK I REACH 10 OF NON-MATERIAL THINGS WHICH I WISH, WHICH IS MOST IMPT TO ME.. NOW FOR THE REMAINDER WHICH AR KINDA WHAT I WANT !!HAHA>>>

11) A BASSOON! dun need to explain much also...

12) Pass my driving on my first test

13) my own car! haha!

14) To look shuai! handsome, heartthrobe. haha,.. a bit impossible coz i look like how i am le... but who knows? haha

15) To be fit... i need to got my physic back... not onli to have stamina but to look physically good also... yea.. FLABS goodbye!

16) To work hard and achieve as high as i can...

17) 1 MILLION DOLLARS!!! more also can!

18) Pass well(a distinction would be good too!) for my coming music exam

MY LAST WISH..

19)GOD

yes... ultimately, i want God, coz he will provide all my needs..and he will fill my desires with what is best... yea.. u may think i am kinda a holy freak? well.. its not abt being holy but trusting in what i believe...

Ok, its a long post! wahah... thanks for reading.. PPL PLS DO TAG MY TAGBOARD AND COMMENT ALSO! KEEP PRAYING FOR MY LIKE I HAVE BEEN FOR ALL OF U TOO....

ITS GOING TO BE A GOOD 19th YEAR!