Gosh i think i am going emo sooN! ahh!!!

k...today went to run some errands then went home and got ready to go out...met Gene and Alicia at katib,.....Exercise time also...and to help me get my stress and Emoness out!

So we took a 2-round run around the track at yishun stadium for warm up...then went to the gym there....so many ppl lo..paiseh lo...i am like among the onli hu is the super unfit ones lo....haiz...yah fun also bah..i climbed 40 floors! haha and rowed 1200metres! hahah... k so after that showered and went to have dinner with Alicia..yups...then came home lo....

Practiced on the Saxophone for a while...hais...my sound is so airy, embrochure a bit off also bah...have to get my braces to adapt to it lo... (i regret putting braces!!!)

k..so i am becoming emo again....it sucks lo....i want to give up lo...give up everything! ...i think i said this many times bah..but i find it no point trying so hard and to work so hard for wad i wan and achieve when i simply still cant get lo... so wads the point in trying even... maybe i am also going the wrong way lo....someone pls encourage me and tell me the right way lo....
seems like wad i enjoy is not wad is right for me lo..

k..so i am having really mixed feelings now...its messy and all over the place and i dunno how to sort them out also...
Ok enough of this....if u know how to encourage me, pls do k...if not dun make my feelings worse has it already is, and being played with....