Hey all

its still my birthday haha..

oks, so if u read my previous post.i posted it at 12.01am.. of coz i typed it in advance la.. how could i have typed all my wishes in 1 min! haha..

oks, how i spent my bday...

ok.. the first few mins after midnight was kinda cool... i spent sometime with God in prayer... i think it was a good start to it though.. haha..

k, so i tried to stay on awake as long as i could coz i wanted to stay awake till my birth min which was 2.22am.. unfortunately i failed.. coz i dozed off at 2am.. was so close man! haha

so today, met grandma with my mum... went for bdae lunch at the COnrad..made resevations at this special place which apparently opens for 2 hours on weekdays for excutive lunches onli...was Expensive but good. ahah... so i dint mind of coz..

k, after that went shopping.. got a nice black throw over top... yup...hahaa....
came home, had a bad headache.. wad a day to have a headache.. so i napped...
k, so i woke up not too long ago. and i still feel like crap.. haha... ok wells, i wil turn in early today

oks, so while shopping, i cant help but realise that 90% of the time, i had happy couples around me. either shopping, walking pass.. And it just dawned on me how "desprate" i was to want to get attached and stuff...and i told some church ppl, 'yay turing 19 can get gf le!' haha...

but after thinking.. hmm.. well though i am a year more matured now... but do i really need a gf? haha... (hadthis conversation in NS cell on sunday) .. i'll be going into army.. and do i really have time for someone else? as in... it will onli be on weekends.. but how can i give all my weekend to her onli rite? i got friends and family too. and of coz for my own also..

i wont push the matter too much over myself.. i guess when it comes it comes.. but i wont force my self to have the gift for Celicbacy for the next 2 years... or to force myself to have a partner... haha.. k, i dunno y i am telling u all this...oh wells...

thank you everyone for ur wonderful birthday wishes.. mean a lot to me too...

Happy Birthday me!