Hey all

the last week has been trerribly tiring... not a lot of work though.. but a lot of chionging and late nights...

I finially finished all my dine-in performances. phew... that was a real dread...

NDP is almost here.. and i am just counting down to the day when its all over. I am usually very patriotic on national day. But being involved in ine this year, i totally hate it now. the many months of training for the big day is actually quite useless to me me though.. i see the lack of proper planning by some people, requires such long rehearsals; it can be done really fast.
thankfully i'm doing it only once in NS.

Sat's rehearsal ended really really late. It was the NE show for the pri 5 students. Wow, they were really really annoying. I totally understand it though. They cant appreciate parades. Laughing at all the funny commands. Sreaming at the cannon salutes. repeating commands after the parade i/c.
well they are kids.. i don think i can even remember what was happening during my pri 5 NE show. Just knowing i reached back at school super late at 11+pm, seeing my dad sitting at the foyer steps to drive me home.(wow, it jsut hit me tat 11+pm then was considered super late =\)

So of coz i chionged on sat night, ... drank a little too much too, was kinda tired and totally pissed about the planning of NDP, i got a little high... got home at 5am. And i had to be back in camp in the late morning on sunday for another presidential garden reception. I was totally not expecting this. My dad knocked on the door at 6.30 am! i was going to scream when i hear the door knock; i just got to bed! but he asked if i needed a lift to work! WOHOO.. save me 1 1/2 hours of travelling and more sleep.. THANKS DAD!

that whole day was totally horrible. i kinda had a really bad hangover which wouldnt go...i onli became better around 7pm! k, so i kinda chionged that night also, to 2 different places summore...but it was ok bah... after that the group of us went to lau pa sat for 'morning supper'. thankfully Yang drove me home.. got back at 6am! wahaha..

Monday was totally sleep day for me =]

Went out on tuesday.
Met with Esther in the morning at sengkang.. went to punggol beach =] was really nice and quiet there..attepmted to fly ourr kite there but the wind wont last.. so we kinda gave up and decided to wade in the water! haha.then we slacked off at compassvale. went to clerk quay to buy some really nice sweets @ Sticky...and slacked off at the pier... some pictures!


@ Punggol Beach


Ms Esther Goh


King of the Rock?..lol


Posing or scraching leg?


The rocks around are super nice lahz..


Off to Clerk Quay



k, evening met up with Wei Jie and Ben for dinner at Ceni...so we decided to watch a movie.. well DVD rather.. watch Marley & Me.... aww!!! sobz sobz.. really nice show...then after, we went to heeren to have coffee..
Haiyo those 2, funny lahz.. nice couple.. =] OH YA, WE FORGOT TO TAKE PHOTO AGAIN!!!!...

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I've been on my own for so long now. i dont have to walk down a street to see what i want, i see it when i'm with my friends; people i'm with. Longing for so many things i know i will never get. i looked in the mirror and assessed myself, and i have accepted the fact of who i am, how i am, what i am. In my head, i tell myself i have to accept myself for my material self. How i look, how i behave, my character, my emotions.

(No, to advertising the shoe, took it at the beach..)

In my heart, it tells a different story. I know i can change the way i am. the spot i am in. I can change the way i look, the way i act, the way i behave.
Something so personal, but one of the hardest things to do in this world.

To me its, me, myself against the world.