Hi all

yet another update... well lots of ranting in this post again... but seems like that is what i usually do in blog rite.. sad but true...

well october has finally passed and its already the 10th!...time flies really.. but somethings just dont pass as fast i want to.

Well summerize things for u so its easier to read, somethings just not really meant to be in detail here...

k,finally up rank le.. means i should get like 20bucks more? 'wohoo?... -.-" '

so somethings have been happening.. seems like i have to be a lot more vocal lately.. not a really good thing also.. i'm usually less noisy unless i'm entertaining.. but i have seen myself complaining a lot.. i usually can take it and just keep things within myself.. but i'm just getting fustrated with how things are around me.. WHY!!!

One thing after another. really. its no joke..

Update... I have not had much rest since... eh... my birthday!? thats like first week of may... u know why?... coz thats when my weekends burn for NDP... and then.. after NDP, my dad had a stroke.. so daily visits after work and stuff.. just when he came back, barely 2 weeks, he had another stroke... its never ending!

and i feel so trapped with everything that is happening.. i dont even have the freedom to do something at my own atonomy!

k, so lately i have been busy preparing for the hai sing 50th anniversary gala performance... how i wish i could just go there and conduct.. teach the music.. but no, i end up doing everything else.. gosh...coz no one wants to take the responsibility of the alumni and even the main band anymore... its kinda sad, coz i see lots of demands from the members, things they want to see happening, but no one offered a hand in it.. onli having to be asked for help. there again, this is not the first, and not the 2nd alumni involved performance where i am doing this alone.. and it is definitely tiring... WHY CANT PPL HELP!!!
and of coz getting the nagging from the school teachers for things...

I've kinda had it le... i think i just need to let this go and focus on teaching music and teaching band... i really cant handle taking on the role of a conductor and run the band with a 1 man committee.. i am killing myself... so lets see who is 'responsible' enough to even try...

k, i cant wait for my holiday which is the few hours after the gala perf... 5 days in hong kong with my besti Dickson... it'll be a good breather for me.. i seriously need a break...

k la.. myeyes are shutting coz i had a long day on duty yest and today a parade... seeya soon!...