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.Friday, September 14, 2007 ' 12:13 pm
Leaving a lasting impression

hi all,

k...i am depressed..i really am...
Things are really not going well for me... I just got back my results for my Final exams,....bad bad bad bad bad....

what is going wrong?

Personal life is no where at all,
love life- dont even need to think of it(nth to think of it)
Family life is not going well,
Music life i am not as good anymore,
study life is a disaster,


really, wads wrong?

its not the first time where i'm facing so much probs....but why does it all come in one shot to kill me?!


Personal life- well, its personal so nth much to say, but i find myself aimless, like no sense of direction anymore...i dun even know what i am working towards now.

Love Life- single as ever....nth to talk about....

Family life- not going as well, sharing this onli with some ppl...

Music life- after i put on my braces, i cant play as well as b4...its been really difficult to play, and i feel like i'm starting from scratch again...especially when i play at West Winds, and even at school, my tunning is forever bad.

Study life- this is now the main bulk of my life, apparently the most to talk about. so its not going too well also... like i said earlier, i find myself aimless...
Why am i even in poly studying business management? yah i have some interest in business..but i dun even have an ambition to go into it...
Am i happy in school? no. though i have my frens and all which i treasure, being in school is dreadful when it comes to lessons.
Furthermore, my studies there is not going well, have never been a good student, onli in some exams.....I cant seem to do well in my poly.
So wad is my purpose here in poly?
I really dun know..

pls pls help me!







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Hi! Thanks for visiting my blog:)
Name:Jonathan Oh
DOB:05051989
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|NYP Wind Orchestra|
|NYP Symphony Orchestra|
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Concerts

10 years of music making
Mus'Art Wind Orchestra
Date: 19th July
Venue: Esplanade Concert Hall
Cost: $15
Time: 5pm
Conductor: Mdm Tan Soh Hwa


Interested in any of the above concerts let me know k!

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hmmz.me..

(song playing)


Who I am

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am
Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense anymore
Nothing is right, nothing is right when you're gone
I'm losing my breath, I'm losing my right to be wrong
I'm frightened to death, I'm frightened that I won't be strong

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Hey!

I'm shaking it off, I'm shaking off all of the pain.
Breaking my heart, breaking my heart once again


Well I still Love
Sergey Rachmaninov(Sergi Vassilievich Rachmaninoff) fan! yes!!

enjoy the other pieces.
i have more of his and other band pieces below..pls listen to them too!

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