.Friday, September 14, 2007 ' 12:13 pm
Leaving a lasting impression
hi all,
k...i am depressed..i really am...
Things are really not going well for me... I just got back my results for my Final exams,....bad bad bad bad bad....
what is going wrong?
Personal life is no where at all,
love life- dont even need to think of it(nth to think of it)
Family life is not going well,
Music life i am not as good anymore,
study life is a disaster,
really, wads wrong?
its not the first time where i'm facing so much probs....but why does it all come in one shot to kill me?!
Personal life- well, its personal so nth much to say, but i find myself aimless, like no sense of direction anymore...i dun even know what i am working towards now.
Love Life- single as ever....nth to talk about....
Family life- not going as well, sharing this onli with some ppl...
Music life- after i put on my braces, i cant play as well as b4...its been really difficult to play, and i feel like i'm starting from scratch again...especially when i play at West Winds, and even at school, my tunning is forever bad.
Study life- this is now the main bulk of my life, apparently the most to talk about. so its not going too well also... like i said earlier, i find myself aimless...
Why am i even in poly studying business management? yah i have some interest in business..but i dun even have an ambition to go into it...
Am i happy in school? no. though i have my frens and all which i treasure, being in school is dreadful when it comes to lessons.
Furthermore, my studies there is not going well, have never been a good student, onli in some exams.....I cant seem to do well in my poly.
So wad is my purpose here in poly?
I really dun know..
pls pls help me!