Hey all

If i could use a vulgar word now i would.. and i would scream it out so loud that the world can hear, till the police will come and IMH will rush to me. I so wished i could do that.. and tell everyone that 'HEY, THERE IS A HUMAN BEING LIKE U ALL THERE CALLED JONATHAN OH! YES THATS ME! I HAVE EXSISTED ON THIS EARTH FOR ALMOST 20YEARS IF U HAVENT NOTICED!!"

haiz.. ok just a little irritated with some ppl around me, and i feel just angry about how ppl treat me... if i was ur friend, u would think about me too wad...or at least try..i'm not asking anyone to think of me like 24/7.. that would be my gf! ..well u get what i mean...

haiz... dunno what to say la...things are just one after another...y do i bother so much..put in effort in the essential things and they dont work out.. i'm just wasting my time lo...I was on the way home just now and i thought, if its going to be like this, u'll see the old quiet jon again. I am so going to isolate myself and just work work work.. and friend wont seem important, well i think no one will realise also bah...

k.. i'm just hovering over the same thing.. u get what i'm saying here...