Hey all

I messed up manz...This week as been a bit awkward for me bah...been a little emo.. okok.. a whole lot emo.. my buds whom have been talking to me know what i mean. I'm still in the process of thinking what i should do since last sunday... hmmz...

TO THE ONE I CONFESSED MY FEELINGS TO(I HOPE U READ THIS):
I'm sorry. I honestly dont know why i am apologising. But i am sorri if i did something which made it all messed up like this now. I guess what i did last week has happened, and we cant change that anymore. I dint know what i really expected out of my confession to u... i just needed to let it out to u. and now i know that its impossible for us to be together, thats all right, really i understand where u are coming from. On my part i know i have to forget and throw all these feelings for u away. But i dont want us to lose our friendship ever.

I just feel that its just something i'm willing to put aside so that we can still keep that friendship we had from before. I really hope u understand too. I really hope we can be friends again. i know we can work it out. Pls talk to me again...hope we can talk about it pls...
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ok, so this week has been my first official compulsory 1 month stay in camp.. so far alright bah.. at least i can go out after work and be back by 2359h. This week as been kinda hectic with all my morning and afternoon slots all taken up for deployment or full band pracs.Hardly had anytime to spend with my batch mates from the other bands.

today i ended really late.. reached home almost midnight.. my these 2 fridays burned coz of dine-ins... i hope things will pace out better soon....

ok.. i'm kinda tired,. so will blog tml..


b4 i end.. thanks to those who have been encouraging me this past week. I may seem like i am not 'improving in state' but i really appreciate ur care..
Special thanks to Jeryl for really listening me out.. Wei Loong(small kid) too!!
Wei shu who indirectly also tried to get me out of it.. haha...