hi everyone....

dint do much on friday....i slept pretty late the night b4..so thought can wake up like friday afternoon...but wells, i got woken up by a call.... so the whole day was spent at home, watched some jap dramas and jap animation.

yest had West Winds at night...Sze Ai dint come, so it was me alone...at least had Wei Qiang to accompany me on Euphonium...well..he pro sia, started practicing since 4pm when the band prac actually like started at 745....

Philip dint come to take us coz of some family stuff...so Francis took the band.
Side-read some pieces...hmm..like impressions of Japan...hmms...seems like i will be playing first bassoon for this song...lolz...then we went back to our Beautiful Sunday rep....stuck at Star Wars mvt 4....worked out intonation...felt like in secondary school again..whaha....at least i learnt something during that prac also lahz...

Today, had cell and then had a meeting....ended at 2.10pm then mum asked me to go supermarket. reached back at 3.45....then went to my room and turn on my comp. and BOOM! i was fast alseep on my bed! i suddenly felt overwhelmed with fatigue. I woke up at 7 by my mother coz she asked me to take the dogs for a walk.
suddenly so tired lor..

k, so i rewally wanted to go back and sleep but i know i shouldnt coz i wont be able to sleep tml..
so forcing myself to stay awake until now...yawns...

so i;m back to work tomorrow again,,yay finally...i have been so bored dstonning at home the last few weeks la! at least i can do something now!

k..i'm just thinking wad photos i can upload here..hmmz...ok how abt this one...


this was taken during the 21st International Band Competition 2005...yuzp..i went with Hai Sing band...yupz..was quite an experience....yup...so Hai Sing got Top in the Gold Category. not bad eh..haha...

well if u can spot me...the pic is of all the Band Majors/Leaders collecting the certificate...hahas... we played Singapore Rhapsody II(compulsory local piece) and Zodiac,the limit for the lion.

hey all,

yest was the most slack day man! i woke up at 1pm!
then watched the last few episodes of Nodame Cantabile animation version! so nicE!!!

man! so i was so tempted to start on the live drama version! and yes i stared on it right away....



oh man! i wish i had the opportunity like Chaiki Shinichi...and i finished the whole drama by 11pm....with a short break in between for dinner....

AH!!!! i'm so impressed! ok.i shall confess, since confession is good for the soul..i teared at the final parts of the show..so sweet lor!!

Chiaki and Nodame's pic abv....

ok today, met kai ling, Isaac and Jun Siang for lunch at soul garden...and of coz meiting..hu was with her class next to our table..haha...then rushed so met Charmaine.then to school for band prctice.k supper tired now...well..more like my mouth very tired lor! my braces are hurting me...

ok..i have been thinking this the last few days....i really want to study conducting....anyone can reccommend me? as in seriousely majoring and getting a masters at the end of it lor....i totally want to leave business school altogether coz i really dun see myself in it at all!....though my mum thinks i will do great in business, banking to be more specific...haiz...i have interest in banking lahz...but dun see me in it...

HELP !! someone i need a good person to take me!...

hi all,

yest went to see my skin specialist to get my next month's antibiotics....and to consult him abt my bad rashes... ok...so i got HIVES.....coz of some food i probably ate....and guess wad, the condition may last weeks or months...gosh....i cant imagin scratching myself all over for months....

so at night i played a stupid prank on my best bud...which i feel super bad now that i did it....i bluff him that i had HIV.....and he was pretty upset when i came clean with him after several hours....sorri dude...i really dint mean for it to end up like that....I'M REALLY SORRI!!!!!

ok, today met Jian Hui, Gene, Ilah, Alicia and Eka for dinner at AMK. then we went to school for Astro...had some mid-autumn festival event...so we were late as usual...
by the time i reached home was 30mins past midnight...tired..

and guess wad, i have to live through the rubbish from everyone at home when i came back, dont anyone want peace around here? or am i the onli one?

its 1.40am now and waiting for someone to reply me on msn, dunno why he taking so long to reply sia, maybe dun wan to talk to me,....hmm..i wonder...

hey all,

yest had 2 band pracs lo....morning had HSCAlumni band prac,hmm..we are forming up! yeah, sunding much better too..but can be better! we will sound great!.....yupps..than at night had West Winds...ah! so tired, came home almost 12am....slept at 2plus..whaha...

today met Dickson at simei for lunch, went to this 'Eighteen's cafe" person hu runs it was trained by Jamie Oliver..u know..that famous english chef....yah..ok lahz the food....then we went down to NTUC to do some marketing..in the end we left half way and gave up....so we went down to tampinese mall and wnt to the NTUC there...

was so crowded lor...like another hello kitty craze....so we got the marketing down, and we decided to go for a movie...
So we watched UNDERDOG!!!!
"there's no need to fear, coz UNDERDOG is here!" haha.....
cute dog lah...but spastic movie...some good laughs....

hey all,

nothing much over the last 3 dayss.
I hav been having very bad rashes lor! they appear where they want, and disappear...then appear somewhere else...today is the 4th day! and its not becoming better! dunno y..so itchy lor...

..more stuff today...haha...


so today...went to cut my hair...seems like most of my highlights are gone...well...look like its back to black..lol...its supper short..haha.....

so today is Kevan's birthday, one of my OG members from TPJC....so met Jane, Kenny, Stella(who left for tuition and came back later), Eunice and Darren. So sad the others couldnt come!(Nadine, Song Leng, Cindy, Benjamin, Wei Shi, Jun Di, Kenneth, George! , Jordan, Ryan, Rihan---i miss u all!)

.. Eunice was so shocked to see me lor...dunno y...a bit scary! haha...kidding...so we shopped for Kevan's gift..got him a wallet...

I kept disturbing Eunice about Dickson! wahaha...seems like she was super jealous of me that i was close to him! wahha....in return, i got wacked (uncountable number of times) from her Maths book! and guess wad! her book was definately not clean! coz i came out with supper rashes again! so itchy lor!

so we went to Swensens for dinner where Kevan, the birthday boi was late!...so hungry lor...haha...so funny lor.... Darren dint even realise Kenny was sitting besind him...and said "kenny? the toot toot one?" lol....and i replied"the toot toot one is sitting beside u?"

haha...lol...kenny ur not toot lol...we know hu it is..haha...

so while waiting for our food, talked, played some simple on-table games...lame....

then our food came....got a surprise visit from stephanie(one of our OGLs)

k..so had the birthday icecream cake and got kevan to remove the candles with his mouth...hehe....well...we can guess wad was going to happen...but in the end Eunice got cake on her face instead...lucky the cake was still edible...lol...

We took some pictures on Kenny's cam...so waiting for him to send me....then i will post some of it....Manz i miss the TPJC days.... here are some pictures of us and our OGLs....thanks Steph, Fiona, Melissa for an enjoyable orientation camp!


OG12!!!!! we rock mans! miss everyone!


us after a super dirty game excabenza! this is a result after rolling on a mixture of (flour, egg, tomato sauce, mud, grass, milk, and God knows wad) and rolling on mud, and wate bomb war, and did i say rolling on mud! man we stink!
"We will win the war!"


k, so it 1 am now, i should sleep soon...coz i have a full day tml..Electone lesson at 1pm,HSCAlumni Band prac in the morning, and West winds at night! man! 2 band pracs! it could be worseifi put in effort and go for NYP Orchestra prac also!..that will make it 4 music pracs in a day!!!! gosh! i will faint!!!
haha...

hi all,

i'm feeling better now...no i wasnt sick...read my other posts....

yeah...not totally healed of coz...but a bit better.... i am gonna work hard in everything now...

i realised i have been slacking this yr...and i have not progressed much also...

i've decided, so its back to my old self, doing everything with my hardwork and energy, even if i means me falling sick....at least i get things done and i achieve something in my life....yupz..with this, i can sorta distract myself from the emotional strain i am going through....yah..its no point running after something when "opportunity" dosent want u to go for it.... so "opportunity", if u r reading this, dun be sad if i'm not running after u as much anymore, of coz if u come to me and give me ur hand, i will come....

ok...something else now, the last fews days, i cant help but feel like a lot of ppl giving me the silent treatment...hmms...thats just wad i'm observing.so funny lor..dunno y also.. may not be true also...maybe i'm just paranoid... hmmz...

k..i havent posted many pictures lately...hmmz...no picturesd to post also..hmmz...how about this one...



this was taken during my first 3 months in TPJC....done by my classmate YuXin...i think she had a big bag of these chocolates and decided to write our names and took a photo of it..during one of the lessons she was bored in..haha...Thanks YuXin..haha!...

k...will think about wad to write soon again..

hi all,

i have been doing a lot of thinking over the last few days....still havent thought of solutions and stuff....but still thinking..

I just merely stoned in front of the comp the whole of friday lor....

k..so i am trying to find a way to add in my "posted titles" on each blog topic i add in...if u realise, i dun have a title....but if u scroll down under Rechent Entries, u can see the titles there....anyone got solutions abt adding titles?

hi all,

k...i am depressed..i really am...
Things are really not going well for me... I just got back my results for my Final exams,....bad bad bad bad bad....

what is going wrong?

Personal life is no where at all,
love life- dont even need to think of it(nth to think of it)
Family life is not going well,
Music life i am not as good anymore,
study life is a disaster,


really, wads wrong?

its not the first time where i'm facing so much probs....but why does it all come in one shot to kill me?!


Personal life- well, its personal so nth much to say, but i find myself aimless, like no sense of direction anymore...i dun even know what i am working towards now.

Love Life- single as ever....nth to talk about....

Family life- not going as well, sharing this onli with some ppl...

Music life- after i put on my braces, i cant play as well as b4...its been really difficult to play, and i feel like i'm starting from scratch again...especially when i play at West Winds, and even at school, my tunning is forever bad.

Study life- this is now the main bulk of my life, apparently the most to talk about. so its not going too well also... like i said earlier, i find myself aimless...
Why am i even in poly studying business management? yah i have some interest in business..but i dun even have an ambition to go into it...
Am i happy in school? no. though i have my frens and all which i treasure, being in school is dreadful when it comes to lessons.
Furthermore, my studies there is not going well, have never been a good student, onli in some exams.....I cant seem to do well in my poly.
So wad is my purpose here in poly?
I really dun know..

pls pls help me!

heys,

i'm feeling sleepy now..haha... i just got up also..it 10am in the morning...

Monday started the chalet. had Mel, Jian Hui, Tim, Alicia, Halif and Gene...but gene went off at night... yuppers.
So we stayed up all night talking andplaying games,

We rented overnight bikes, which we hardly used..but nvm...haha..
so seems like i'm not going to be working for these 2 weeks..wonder wad i'm gonna do manz! onli thing on my mind is going back to school for band practice on tuesday and thursday nights...

heys!

I PASSED MY DRIVING THEORY TEST!! woah! i was so nervous lor...i was sitting at the corner computer..the girl beside me failed lo..sommore left earli..so i decided to stay longer and check through my answers....haiz....some ppl there ask stupid questions lo.. like "what is ember?" diao.... simple things like traffic light also dunno....haiz... confirm cannot drive lor....

lolz...

kk...yest had band prac at night...my playing much better than tues...onli my mouth hurts coz of the protruding wire poking my gums... gotta go shorten it soon..so i can play better...
lucky my Alumni Zhi Sheng is playing...at least another Bassoon khaki lo.....play alone always so lonely lor...haha...

k..going to shower soon...goin down to hai sing band later...

hey all....

Sunday...its Dickson's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE! so ur finally 18! hope u like the book i gave u...just sad u dint save some food for me during ur buffet dinner at the hyatt...well nvm..hahas...

went to Little India, finally managed to get my belts!!! got a watch also....but super lousy laH!...

So mOnday...Went to hai sing band in the morning to help out...afternoon, the sec 2 and 3s had this NYAA thingy..some bowling thingy for the band memebers...so i got permission to join lo...so played with my juniors...lols! i won with the highest scores for the 2 rounds leh! dun play play hor...hahas...

k, today had area fun day, tired lo...coz slept past 130am the night b4 and was at White sands at 830am le...so met Vera first to get the things ready....k lo...drizzled a bit...and the grass was super muddy..but fun and smelly! haha...

Had band prac today...tired lo...my playing is worse to worser and eventually dead sound..just stupid lah...i dunno why i just cant play properly like i used to...this is bad manz...my onli potential hope is dying....

K...Mum already booked a conmfired holiday trip for end yr..early i know..but its a long time "talked plann" so we finally decided to do t this yr....going to India, visit family....so will be going to Delhi, kasmir and Cal..temperatures will all be below 10 in december sia! nice!!! haha...

Hey all,

Wednesday, went to get my braces tightened...haiz...cant eat for a few days again lo....after that met with Robin for a movie at Cineleisure. Suppose to watch Bu Neng Suo De Mi Mi, but it was fully booked....haiz..nvm....so we watched SkinWalkers... ok lahz...story line not very nice though...


Thursday was super boring....was online talking to a fren and stonning throughout.... lucky had an appointment with my Skin Specialist at night...so went to meet my mum at Upper East Coast... dinner after that lor...went to Thai Express, had a Tom Yum Steamboat.

Yest Friday, Went back to hai Sing For teachers day, meet the class peeps, went for a pool game with Ridhwan, Darwis, Edmund and Jon Goh first,
Adjourned to Tampines mall for lunch at Pizza Hut with Syafiq, hafidz, Xian Lin, Yeang Cherng, Isaac, Alan...

sian..nth much liao lah....haiz....just so bored!!!