Hey all


Today.. removed braces le! haha..i have photos.. but dun think will post them.... the cleaning part was PAINFUL LAH!... haha..

but all well worth for the perfect teeth!..

and as i say again.. its all part of the process of my aim to become SHUAI! haha


most ppl will say it feels kinda weird when u take off ur braces.. but i feel the same lehs.. of coz some habits u adopt when wearing braces... like restting ur upper lip on the braces(which i cant do now)... braces also gives u a wider smile... its true.. it forces u to smile wider...

retainers are next.. will collect them next week...

went to remove my stitches for my mole... apparently its not healing well... this is bad....hopefully no scaring! argh!...

Overall a pleasent day though...except for the cleaning teeth part!...

Hey all...

I was reading a friend's blog.. she asked some of he friends abt their first impresions of her...

So.... i decided to do the same... just a small group of ppl..
As tied in well with the title of my blog "leaving a lasting impression" haha...

i asked them this..(2 parts to the question)

a) what was your first impression of me?
b) After getting to know me, what's your impression of me...

I told them to be honest!

this is their answers:
(my comments in italics)


-Kwok Fong (MEP classmate)
a)Approachable, More on the Warm and Friendly side
b)Don't think you changed

-Vanessa See (Pri sch classmate)
a)Friendly, Sociable
b)Same lor

-Joshua Chan (Church Mate- old fellow leader)
a)Cool
b)Cooler? (I was laughing at this!) okok...uhm....nice guy, loves music

-Ya Wen (lowerwinds section senior sec sch)
a)What the word to replace Proud? (eh..i proud ar?)
b)Friendly, Kind, Easy going, Responsible...(especially last 2)

-Alex (Church Mate- Fellow leader)
a)Very Easy Going, a bit gay coz of my voice.. (ppl! my voice is a medical condition thats y i'm high pitched! haha)
b)Turns out to be quite serious and really settles things quick

-Teng Hua (Sec Sch junior, cell)
a)Good Boy
b)Okay Okay like that lo, no impression

-Meng Hong aka Miao (NYP friend)
a)Cute ... (are u serious?)
b)Very sweet, and you sure love music

-Firdaus (conductor friend)
a)Honest Guy, a friendly person, and takes pride in what you do.
b)Someone i can talk to and give me ideas. a friend indeed

-WanPing (Sec Sch band, section Junior)
a)Nice, Clever, Sociable
b)Willing to guide, Super Sociable, Super Smart...

-Gordon (Sec Sch Junior)
a)Nice person, Caring, Kind, Everything
b)Kind, Nice, I am being honest!

-Taufiq (Friend, current alumni of NASS band)
a)First saw u like normal guy
b)Nice guy, caring, know a lot of things

-Audrey (church)
a)look quiet
b)you're quite a nice and friendly person, loyal to love (gosh, where did she come up with that?)

-Ronald (M1 cell mate for 3 months, church)
a)very honest and approachable person
b)humble and have alot of humility

-Claire Hoe (Old cell mate)
a)serious, nerdy, a bit intimidating, maybe introverted
b)good-tempered, responsible, fun-loving, a through and through mr nice guy (wah i am MR NICE GUY lehs..haha)

-Khee Yang (NYP band mate)
a)quiet
b)NOISY! (hmmz... i really wonder hu the noisy one is)

-Joanne (Sec sch band junor-flute)
a)IDK!
b)ealised you're a very comitted person. you go after what you want and you have the confidence and perserverance to do it. you can communicate your ideas through your words and actions. you display great leadership and take responsible risks (lol its the Habits of the Mind im too lazy to say ) (WAH LIKE COMPO!)

-Xue Li (West Winds bassoon player, WW 15th anniversary)-
a)"oh no the other bassoon player is a guy"
b)"oh ok, at least he seems approachable enough to communicate"....i think you get stressed out easily

-Jie Ying (sec sch band senior)
a) distant. not easy to talk to.
b) quite easy going, but abit stuBborn at times. (Ooo... wow..real honest! yea)

-Zhi Hao (sec sch Band junior)
a) Nothing much
b) Musical + Really really interested in music

-'Sar' (NYP band-)
a)is he mixed? lets find out....talk talk talk
b)down to earth guy, gullible (I'M JUST INNOCENT!) at times but meh..fun guy :D



Ok ppl.. those where their comments... i dint add in anything extra... exactlly what they said..

well of coz i can personally say i dont think i have some of the qualities they said like... "super sociable"
i'm an introvert lor... haha.. well.. its nice to see how ppl u mix with perseive u too..

Hey all


Success,

what does it really mean...its been on my mind for quite a while...
i dont really blog abt my inner thoughts and stuff. but i will today.

Forgive me if everything seem a little all over the place..

Well..


I watched on a youtube vid and this guy, Orrin Hutson said that success is like a lock. you can open it with a combination. It doesnt matter if you are Asian, Black, white, Male, Female, 60, 16, IQ of 150 or IQ of 93. As long as u have the combination, u can open the lock. So success is there for everyone. Its a matter of whether u know the combination to open it.

A friend brought up b4: whats the difference between success and perfectionism. Common sense would say its 2 different things. Many will say success is self-contentment of what u achieve.Perfectionism is plainly getting everything right or just perfect.. But how do many of us really use this principles in our lives? is success something which means we have to be the best? or producing 100% of the outcome?


---Success usually comes to those who are too busy to be looking for it. Henry David Thoreau (1817 - 1862)

Does it only come for those who really work hard? but does it come easy for some?

Why is it so hard to achieve success When people say that Success is not a secret.

---"There's no secret about success. Did you ever know a successful man who didn't tell you about it?"
-Kin Hubbard


Ok, enough abt why and wad it is.... HOW!!!!!!

Watch this...


I may try it....

Well.. Everyone wants to succeed... I guess its a matter of Dreaming big, wroking hard for it, and going for it all the way....

Comment on this k ppl...

Hi all

Last few days.. nth much la..

Thursday went for Hai Sing Band.... Friday met my section early for lunch...than band again...

kinda sian the last 2 days/.

today Alumni band was cancelled "again" and so onli had electone lesson... Night time went for Kwang Seng's and Docas's wedding...

Nice, sweet.. but kinda long.. haha...



k.. tml service as usual with cell after... kinda tired now.. may turn in soon!..

Too much eating man!!!

Hey all


today is the day that i have been counting down.. hhaha... and wad is it? haha..


I went for Surgery...


yup....


removal of moles!

haha... well not many la.. 4 onli.. 1 super obvious. others smaller ones..

oks... here goes.. i will show before and after k...


Candidate 1: Forhead mole

BEFORE


AFTER(sorri a bit blur.. the marks are the readness to the cutting in the surgery)




Candidate 2: Nose Mole

BEFORE


AFTER




Candidate 3: the Cheek Mole

BEFORE


AFTER



Candidate 4: the Chin mole(the biggest one)

BEFORE



AFTER 5 stitches lor! pain lor!!



ok.. call me vain-pot if u want... may be i am a little... well its all part and processs of my birthday wish and though some wishes in my previous post... I WANT TO BE SUAI!!!.. haha..

Hey all!

Firday.. went window shopping with Esther... yea was kinda fun! trying out clothes and stuff... some cam whore pics i took in the dressing rooms.. haha..



Yea.. this one from Zara... quite nice de..$89


THis one from some shop in Raffles City.. one of my fav.. $105



k, so sat was Jer Blinn's(my God-sis) wedding.... Was at the Singapore Art Meseum.. was nice... k, so this is Ryan... the page boy.. active one too! haha...
2 guys in a vest



after that rushed down to chuch for cell, meeting, service, cell, home...

Sunday morning, went for service...had a tea event for highlife.. then went home to get ready for Jer Blinn's wedding dinner

was kinda fun, interseting events happened which were not planned.. but overall a nice evening.. another pic of Ryan and !



ok.. so here are some of my cam whore pics over the last few days at home...hehe..

Pic when i went to meet Esther


Pic for Jer Blinn's Holy Met


Pic for Wedding dinner



k.. 2 more days to the big decision i have to make.. hehe..

hey all

Got my enlistment letter le... details ppl!

25th July
1pm -(12.15 bus leaves pasir ris interchange)
SAF BMTC school 2

its another 2 months i guess... haha...

Got my exam date for my electone teachers exam... 11th June....its at thomson!.. so far la..

k,.. today went down to Hai Sing to teach the band... i'm really happy with their playing btw... with this motivation and improvment.. NBC would be a blast.. haha

To the one who secretly visits my blog to "watch over me" yea.. i guess u know who u are..haha.. i really appreciate it.. and yes i do the same also...yes.. cherish those memories too...

Tml going shopping! wohoo!.. Esther and I are going to rock town!.. haha

Hey all...

Today was pretty good day..

Slept late last night and had to wake up early this morning. Went down to Hai Sing to teach the band from 9.30-1pm.. I am pretty impressed with them though.. coz first prac since exam break. Well done peeps... keep it up... u are doing well...

Then went down to Sentosa to meet the cell ppl.. Bought Superdog for lunch. Got a sms from my mum saying i got posted for th july enlistment for national service// Phew.. Praise God!...

NS here I come!!

k, i dint want to get tanned.. so put lots of sun block.. Jerblinn's wedding this sat.. dann wana look dark and plastic... haha...

k, nice day out.. then went to Vivo for dinner.. slacked at the wading pool upstairs.. played with water of coz... and then enjoyed the scenery too..
k.. so feeling real tired now..

really excited abt going to army though.. haha.. but not ready for it... i think i really need to start training properly also... been really lax with working out....

Hey all

Morning went for Music lessons....

after that got an urgent call from Wan Ping.. Call me so many times during class....onli to ask if want to go out.. haha

Yea.. so first time had outing with my Bassoonies! haha..
ok.. lowerwinds.. including Jolene...

So they treated me to Pasta Mania at e-hub... and bought me a cake from mac-cafe and a bdae card... so sweet! Thanks guys! Super full from all that also!

jolene left, and we went for bowling.. Jian Jun joined us also...

haha..

2 rounds of games.. was fun too...

finally took a section photo! haha...

ok..all looked like forced to talk the photo.. haha.. Yes my Bassoonies... too bad the other Jonathan dint come.. haha..

hey all

last few days...

nth really much...

lots to think abt

lots to consider

lots to pray about

lots to hope for

lots to do

lots to not do

lots to find

lots to wish

lots to want

lots to give

ok, u get the rough picture...

Today, went with Vernon, Geraldine and Jenson to this korean BBQ chicken place for lunch at e-hub.. was not very impressed with it.. though i was happy i chose my 2nd choice to my meal than the first.. coz vernon and geraldine chose my first choice... there were both abt the same... except my 2nd choice was $2 cheaper... it had bread, and better salad.. the chicken was exactly the same.. haha..

oh wells..

evening, Jer Blinn, Gerad, and his 2 sis, mum and family came for tea-dinner... some pre wedding for both families to get together.. not to bad..

Ryan the 4 yr old boy is super hyper and dint seem to get any tired throughout... even Taffy(my active dog) could not beat him..lol.. but he is kinda real cute la.. he was clicky to me that day and today also... will take a photo with him next week during the wedding.. haha...

k.. kinda tired after a big big big big big dinner... need to lose some weight these 5 days b4 i put on more next week for the wedding. haha..

Hey all

Yest, went to see my ENT especialist. Seems all my headaches are not caused by my sinusities problem.. everything inside is clear.. thank God.. But! what has been giving me the headaches? another unknown problem.. could be due to a neck problem...

i dun think i have a neck problem.. hmmz... haiyo.. i hope its not one of those things which lead from porblem to problem....

checked my voice box my throat is lumpy... looked kinda disguesting inside... my doc also not sure why... but there is this thing which seem bigger than usual. its like in between my nostils i think...
He said that all could have been like that for a while and could be the cause why my voice is 'naturally' high... that means i should have a lower voice...SO PPL I AM NOT ACTING GAY WHEN I SPEAK K!

today went to get my hair cut. my sides are short and a little trimming done also.. not 100% happy with it.. but i am not unhappy with it either.. the more i look at it... i find like i am almost back to uniformed school with the short hair policies... retained the length of my fringe though...

Then in the evening, Met with Jonathan Goh.. my sec sch class/seat mate... yea, went to e-hub at downtown east and ate at New York New York. walked around and went to Pasir ris Beach after.. We walked from one end to the other..haha.. k, finally got to the "once-fisherman" village and chatted there for a while.. nice evening...

k home now...

after our conversation... got me thinking again abt my future Mrs Oh... haha.. ok, i'm not desperate for a gf now... but wonder how she will look like.. her personality, her race, and stuff....
Honestly i have not even thought wad my ideal partner would be like...haha... God, prepare me to be the Mr Right when i meet Ms right.

12 days countdown to the big step i mentioned... haha.. still wont reveal what it is... haha.. u have to keep guessing.. haha...

Have been feeling tired the last few days.. not sure why also.. i'm not really busy... maybe its the late nights also...yawns..

Ok, i saw this on Jasmine's blog and i shall steal it..
and like how it made her day.. it just brighten up mine too... well looking at the time, it kinda brightened up my night.. haha

do enjoy.. kinda cute...


The innocence of young ones... i think God up there must be thinking, how adorable too... if onli the world was this naive... i think that would really make God's day.

Hey all... have been busy the last 2 days with appointments and shopping! haha..

finally got a complete set of an outfit for proper dinners.. haha.. kinda like it.. will post pics of it when i take a pic of myself in it.. haha..

Gonna do something on the 21st of May.. not going to tell u all what is it until after it is done.. wahah.. suspense.. haha...its a big step... dun worri i am not going to propose.. haha. even if i did.. to who sia? haha..

I'm still in need of a job badly! and the army has not gotten back to me!this is bad! pulling my hair!!

k, doing this random thing i saw on wanping's blog.. just bored..



1. At what age do you wish to get married?
maybe 29?? thats in 10 yrs man!

2. What do you want most now?
to go to army NOW!(strange isnt it!?)

3. Who is the person you trust most?
hmm... my cells? myself, GOd

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
not really.. but sometimes just go all out for it lo

5. Any dreams?
yea... lots... most of them i just listed down 2 posts ago which u can read..

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
y not?

7. What are most afraid to lose?
Everything

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
yea?!

9. If you meet someone you love will you confess to him/her?
of the time i did.. haha.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
huhs?

11. What are my requirements for my other half?
the 5 Cs... Christ Centered, Compatible, character, chemistry and Commitment
of coz a few others like.. i must like the person also.. similar interests and stuff..

12. Type of person you hate the most.
hmm...dunno lo..

13. Do you cherish every single one of your friends?
yes..
14. Do you believe in God?
of coz... wrong question to ask

15. What do you think is the most inportant thing in your life?
everything.. haha...i sound selfish maybe.. haha..

16. Do you find a need to have a boy/girlfriend?
erm... currently.. not really i guess.. haha...

17. What kind of friend do you hope to be in thier eyes?
approachable,

18. If you had the chance, which part of your character do you like to change?
being introverted

19. What do you wish for now?
GO TO ARMY!!! NOW!!! i think u asked this in question 2...

20. Are you thinking of a boy/girl right now?
random question.. but yes i am thinking abt someone... and no its not wad u think! bleahz.. tsk tsk..

Hey all

its still my birthday haha..

oks, so if u read my previous post.i posted it at 12.01am.. of coz i typed it in advance la.. how could i have typed all my wishes in 1 min! haha..

oks, how i spent my bday...

ok.. the first few mins after midnight was kinda cool... i spent sometime with God in prayer... i think it was a good start to it though.. haha..

k, so i tried to stay on awake as long as i could coz i wanted to stay awake till my birth min which was 2.22am.. unfortunately i failed.. coz i dozed off at 2am.. was so close man! haha

so today, met grandma with my mum... went for bdae lunch at the COnrad..made resevations at this special place which apparently opens for 2 hours on weekdays for excutive lunches onli...was Expensive but good. ahah... so i dint mind of coz..

k, after that went shopping.. got a nice black throw over top... yup...hahaa....
came home, had a bad headache.. wad a day to have a headache.. so i napped...
k, so i woke up not too long ago. and i still feel like crap.. haha... ok wells, i wil turn in early today

oks, so while shopping, i cant help but realise that 90% of the time, i had happy couples around me. either shopping, walking pass.. And it just dawned on me how "desprate" i was to want to get attached and stuff...and i told some church ppl, 'yay turing 19 can get gf le!' haha...

but after thinking.. hmm.. well though i am a year more matured now... but do i really need a gf? haha... (hadthis conversation in NS cell on sunday) .. i'll be going into army.. and do i really have time for someone else? as in... it will onli be on weekends.. but how can i give all my weekend to her onli rite? i got friends and family too. and of coz for my own also..

i wont push the matter too much over myself.. i guess when it comes it comes.. but i wont force my self to have the gift for Celicbacy for the next 2 years... or to force myself to have a partner... haha.. k, i dunno y i am telling u all this...oh wells...

thank you everyone for ur wonderful birthday wishes.. mean a lot to me too...

Happy Birthday me!

I am officially 19 ppl!..

Happy Birthday to me! muahaha! haha

oks... actually i was born at a good time.. 2.22am on 05/05(5th may).. nice numbers rite? haha... yea... but lawfully i am 19 le..

oks... went for a simple dinner to New York New York with my family and a little celebration dinner too... was not ver hungry though.. coz had a big pizza lunch with my cell..

so we had..





hahas....

yea.. tml mum and grandma is going to bring me out to Conrad Hotel for birthday lunch also.. should be nice.. haha..

Well, its my birthday... still having mixed feelings... dun feel the age also..

19... wow...lolz... there is still lots i should be doing in my teenhood and i have 1 year left... did i miss out on my last 6 years? maybe i did on somethings.. but i did grow and learn, exprience and feel a lot over the last few years...

well, i'm going to the army soon too...i dunt want to but cant wait to get in.. haha... contradicting but true...

well.. some hopes, dreams and wishes for my birthday... i know i'm not suppose to share my birthday wish but i just thought, birthday wishes dun really come true.. so maybe i will openly say it.. so i can still get my true friends to support me in wad i do too..

oks, so its going to be 19 wishes... since its my 19th bdae... so take time to reach what they are and my thoughts on it too...=]

1) I really want God back in my life...its been hard to put God first.. everyone knows that and i struggle with that a lot.. facing between good, and what i may want, and wads wrong...i need to learn to let it be in the hands of God and i need to follow back in that path.

2)I want to finish writing my official band piece... i need to do this b4 i reach to the end of my teen life..

3)I really hope to enter army by june... i really do.. coz i dun want to have wasted this whole yr and when i ORD, i will wast 3/4 a year till i start school again..

4)I need good and godly friends. of coz i want lots of friends.. yea, to hangout and stuff... but i really want more godly ones too.. which i can be close and share with... and know that i will be influenced right and ppl who would support, and advice.

5)I want to be fully healthy... most of u know i have had many illnesses over the years... to name a few, frontal sinusities(causing headaches), back problem and lower curved tailbone. Gastric issues... yea, i've been through enough pain whether i inflicted or they naturally come.. and it has disrupted me as a teen to be that active person i should be.

6)I pray God will really open doors easy for me for my future.. like the path of Music i am going to take.. If its the right route, i want God to open the way for the right road for me to take..

7)I want my family to be as one again... this is kinda personal, and wad i will say is i want there to be peace within everyone and towards each other again(if u wanna know more, u can ask me personally k)

8)Find a girlfriend? okoks.. wrong wish...coz i'm going army and i wont have time for her... but i wanna meet my Ms Right also...But as for now, i gotta prepare myself to be that Mr Right first..

9) I want to teach music to bands.. my ultimate goal is to be a music director.... i want to teach bands, conduct and work with musicians.. Inspired by my conductor MRS CHUA... thank u for ur passion which helped me find mine..

10)I want to be the friend, friendly and approachable person ppl would want to go to for help, fun, or just to hang with...


OK I REACH 10 OF NON-MATERIAL THINGS WHICH I WISH, WHICH IS MOST IMPT TO ME.. NOW FOR THE REMAINDER WHICH AR KINDA WHAT I WANT !!HAHA>>>

11) A BASSOON! dun need to explain much also...

12) Pass my driving on my first test

13) my own car! haha!

14) To look shuai! handsome, heartthrobe. haha,.. a bit impossible coz i look like how i am le... but who knows? haha

15) To be fit... i need to got my physic back... not onli to have stamina but to look physically good also... yea.. FLABS goodbye!

16) To work hard and achieve as high as i can...

17) 1 MILLION DOLLARS!!! more also can!

18) Pass well(a distinction would be good too!) for my coming music exam

MY LAST WISH..

19)GOD

yes... ultimately, i want God, coz he will provide all my needs..and he will fill my desires with what is best... yea.. u may think i am kinda a holy freak? well.. its not abt being holy but trusting in what i believe...

Ok, its a long post! wahah... thanks for reading.. PPL PLS DO TAG MY TAGBOARD AND COMMENT ALSO! KEEP PRAYING FOR MY LIKE I HAVE BEEN FOR ALL OF U TOO....

ITS GOING TO BE A GOOD 19th YEAR!

Hey all...

here to blog again...

Went to Malecca with my family on labour day.. just for 2 days though. parents managed to get day off on friday and sis dint have to go to school..

So we set off early morning... a little bit of a jam at the causeway.. but cleared it within 1 hour which was pretty good... so rove all the way up.. Got to out hotel and checked in...2 rooms, my sis and 1 one, and parents one...

Then went for lunch at a pranakan restaurant. well, going to Melaka must eat pranakan food mah.. haha...then after that went shopping... went to the new Mega mall.. shopped till evening.. i onli bought a pair of berms. haha... sadly dint see anything which i wanted to buy...
night time went to another hotel for dinner.. food was good...

Friday morning,walked along jonker walk...my sis bought a nonya suit.. haha.. and we went to visit a pranakan museum... i think i have been there b4 in sec 1 during the sec 1 trip... haha..
Pleasent surprise, i met Alice, AiLin, James and Pong Pong from west winds there too! haha. well they happen to see me in front and called me out.. haha... at least a familar face...
Then had lunch at a old chicken rice ball restaurant... cools!

then after that, checked out of hotel. I wanted to buy this part of shoes opposite my hotel but they dint have my size..saded..

and went to Jusco to shop... and there i bought a checked shirt. long time havent worn a checked shirt de... haha..

The trip was good but i onli bought 2 items! i am so upset!! ah!!! sighs..

K, sat came, i wore the new shirt and berms for service. hehe.. most ppl thought i look kinda suai... haha... strange though.. malaysia made me suai!? haha..

The cell "surprised" me and joy with a bdae cake which was tasty.. but being bdae surprise, couldnt escape the SABOING! haha... covered with FLOUR!!! haiyo... and then cake slams! haha...
it was fun! thank u!

k, my birthday is tomorrow... i am going to say goodbye to being 18 years old... well having mixed feelings now.. excited coz its my birthday and i am older.. but i also wanna dwell longer in my teen years... i shall make good use of my 19th year as a teenager....