Hey all...

Chirstmas yest was ok..

Went for lunch with my family to SwissO'tel...then to my grandma's for tea... then to My grant Aunt's for dinner.. lols... too much eating!!!

some pics...

Sis, Dad, glowing tree, Mum, me, Grandma


this pic makes me look fat sia.. ghaha..



hmm..so i slept at 2.30am, and woke up at 4.45 to go to camp...i was like a zombified zombie!! haha.. i took a nap during my 2 hour lunch in my bunk! that was awesome!!! but not enough...

oks, so tml i'm having an open house for christmas at my place... hope everything will be ok and fun!...

Hey all!!!...


MErry Christmas...


ok, this week i LOST MY HANDPHONE in the taxi!!!... SO PLS SMS ME UR NUMBERS K!!!..number is still the same..


k last night had a christmas dinner at my place...

some pictures...
ok my photography sucks.. but its ok!.. haha







today will be going for christmas lunch as always... going to swiss o'tel.. then to my grandma's house.. then to my grant aunts place...going to do a lot of eating manz!!! haha....


seeya all soon!...

Hey all

its abeen a while...

ok, the week was ok bah.. i was quite busy at camp... ok somewhat busy.. haha.. had a few performances.. nothing really much though... but have been really tired too..

so these coming two weeks will be really borin weeks lah! haha...so i seriously need to find things to do lor!... of coz with the exception on christmas and new yr...

k... i'm kinda tired.. so will update another time! see ya!...

Hey all

nothing really much really happened today.. so not going to blog much about it..

ok. so i was looking for a picture to post up.. but i cant find any nice ones... that means i have to start taking more pics!!!

ok.. christmas and new yr's is coming really soon.. and i need to start planning things for myself for the new yr ahead...lots which i have planned and not achieved in my current yr's resolution...and lots of new plans too...

k, i'll spare the details of what that is for now, i'll wait for the new yr to come and i'll share more abt it...

its the 14th of dec.. haha.1 yr ago, i was on my way to INDIA...nice holiday that was..sigh.. this dec is back in spore...sigh.. i need another overseas break soon manz!!! argh!!..

k.. i'll try to update something tml with more contents...

Hey all

I'm back home today...really tired and exhausted today.. wonder y sia..

ok.. so actually nothing much this week. I dint really get a chance to spend time with my batch mates... everyone is so busy with their own band stuff and deployments, including me... and everything ends really late.. sigh..

Band A and B are one block off from yesterday till end next week.. and that means its going to be a really quite week for me.. though i still have my own band batch mates, but most of the others are not around...argh!!!!...

ok.i'm kinda zonked out now.. not sure what to blog about... its been an emotionally and metally strenuous week for me! update tml bah...

Hey all..

as i said, i'll blog again... k.. so got back not too long ago...afternoon with my family..Went to Tamp mall and CS for lunch and to walk around...parents was looking at Plasma tv to buy lo.. might either be getting a 42" or 47" one... not sure...

ok...so i'm gonna be stuck in camp for another 4 nights.. ok.. i can come out of camp lahz.. but i wont be home.. means away from my comp.. sighs..how i wish i had a comp of my own in camp..

ok. so i tried to restrain from buying anything when i went out... i did until!!! ahaha.. i bought a small music pouch.. haha... sorri lah.. just had to give in...

ok..lots have been running through my mind today too... sometimes it gets kinda overwhelming too.. argh... must control my thoughts! family, friends, love life, work, personal life... haiz..

k.. gotta go le.. seeya!!

Hi all

i just got up around half an hour ago! haha.. and when i woke up.. i thought it was 7am onli...to onli realise its 11! its raining outside, dark clouds.. awesome day to snuggle in..

alrights.. so went for Eric's and Sally's wedding last night...At Sentosa Amara. was ok...they took some pics..

These are some totally unglam pics of me...

Sis and I

Freaking look wierd rite... the bottom part of my face looks like its sagging down.. gosh i look like some PUG! and my hair now looks like horns! ANGLE ALL WRONG!!


with my family

i dunno what to say abt this one.. just unglam la...haiyo.. MR photographer, i would take using better angles!anything from lower then the chin makes ppl look wierd and FAT!... my dad even looks different here.. like totally unprepared! haha.

ok.. nth much to say now though... maybe update later.. seeya...

Hey all

The weekend has been alright so far. Suddenly i have been getting ppl coming up to me to start sharing stuff with me even indirectly... quite heartening...
Late morning, went out with my family to do some christmas shopping to prepare for my coming parties... went to order the turkey and ham... then went to the 3 warehouse stores, Giant, Courts and Ikea to buy stuff for home.

I then bought a new mair of JEANS! haha.. ok.. it was out of impulse although i dint need it.. retail therapy! haha..

anyways... Something spoke to me yesterday when Renee was taking about something...got me thinking about some stuff.. and soon when Joy shared with the cell about insercurities, i was humbled and really started thinking within myself.. (ok i know i'm being really vague here, something personal for myself)...

yah.. i know things are going to look up.. slowly but surely yea..

was talking to a friend yest till lateand i slept at 3am! and i got up at 8 today.. went to my Bassoon Tutor's home to collect my reeds! ah!! i am so exhausted!

Evening, going for Eric's wedding in sentosa... should be nice...

I'm so Happy tml is a holiday! i need a break manz!!!!...


christmas is coming really soon! lots to do at home, work, myself, friends and blah blah blah... Chiong!!!...(random!)

Hey all

I messed up manz...This week as been a bit awkward for me bah...been a little emo.. okok.. a whole lot emo.. my buds whom have been talking to me know what i mean. I'm still in the process of thinking what i should do since last sunday... hmmz...

TO THE ONE I CONFESSED MY FEELINGS TO(I HOPE U READ THIS):
I'm sorry. I honestly dont know why i am apologising. But i am sorri if i did something which made it all messed up like this now. I guess what i did last week has happened, and we cant change that anymore. I dint know what i really expected out of my confession to u... i just needed to let it out to u. and now i know that its impossible for us to be together, thats all right, really i understand where u are coming from. On my part i know i have to forget and throw all these feelings for u away. But i dont want us to lose our friendship ever.

I just feel that its just something i'm willing to put aside so that we can still keep that friendship we had from before. I really hope u understand too. I really hope we can be friends again. i know we can work it out. Pls talk to me again...hope we can talk about it pls...
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ok, so this week has been my first official compulsory 1 month stay in camp.. so far alright bah.. at least i can go out after work and be back by 2359h. This week as been kinda hectic with all my morning and afternoon slots all taken up for deployment or full band pracs.Hardly had anytime to spend with my batch mates from the other bands.

today i ended really late.. reached home almost midnight.. my these 2 fridays burned coz of dine-ins... i hope things will pace out better soon....

ok.. i'm kinda tired,. so will blog tml..


b4 i end.. thanks to those who have been encouraging me this past week. I may seem like i am not 'improving in state' but i really appreciate ur care..
Special thanks to Jeryl for really listening me out.. Wei Loong(small kid) too!!
Wei shu who indirectly also tried to get me out of it.. haha...