ARGH!!!!


everything seems so messed up! these last couple of days is really horrible..
The biggest problem of it all is MY DARN COMPUTER!!!!

first on Wednesday, my telephone cable linking to my modem broke(coz i using singtel) and seemed like all other telephone wires dont allow me connect to the internet.. my evening was kinda ruined!

then thursday came... i finally bought a new telephone wire and phew my internet was enabled.. BUT!!!
1! it seems like hotmail is having a BIG BIG problem.. i signed-in into msn and ALL my contacts are gone! I asked one of my friends and he said that ppl can see me online even though it shows i have no contacts. I thought it was a MSN prob.
I went to my hotmail account and found that all my contacts there are also missing!i went to download the latest messenger live...

So the onli solution is to get ppl to add me or i add them back into msn so i can see them online again!...

2! suddenly my comp went super lag and slow...and funny pop-ups came up though i have pop-up blocker...and a major spyware problem.. wah, stressed and super pissed at this point. it was so hard to finally get all my scanners to run..

but i finally got it done over night and cleared it when i woke up this morning..


today i got back to my comp and messenger is giving probs again.. a lot of bugs on my internet.. sianz! argh..i got so many important things on my comp.. i wish i could just reformat everything but save what i need.. SOMEONE HELP ME WITH THIS!?!?



ok.. other than the stupid hotmail prob....today, nothing much ar work again. i was super sleepy lahz...i went to swensens with Wei loong and Desmond... had dinner and desert there..

i wish there were and are more times like this where i can just hangout with friends..just having a good time and not bother about the stresses of life and work. How bad situations just ruin everything thing sometimes..

Hi all.. a while since

been pretty hectic lately and lots on my mind..

I wish things were better...

for those closer to me, u know i have been talking abt relationship and people a lot...i realised that though its hard to find the right person for me, its hard to even find the right friends...

i dont know manz...sometimes i just find that i am just wasting time with some people... i know we always say when things dont seem to be right, we have to look at ourselves before we judge others.. but then, i really think, sometimes its not me lehs.. y should i always accomodate to my friends..

dont get me wrong, i love my friends and i will do anything for them, but dont u think it should be 2 way too? sometimes i wish ppl also spare a thought for me? y is it always me for other people? i fall in the category of people too.. i want to be someone's friend too u know..

yah i know i sound emo now... but its just something i am getting a little irritated more than emo... coz its been a vicious cycle all the time.. it just stinks to always find that the same thing is happening to me over and over again.

i am not directly pointing at anyone by name here, so dunt suspect.. but of coz if u think ur guilty then i hope u understand how i feel too.

i am just irriated at the fact that people just like to toy around with other people's feelings and take advantage of their help... it hurts the heart a lot!...yah, ok..enough said, i guess most of u know what i am trying to say..

will update soon, hopefully when i am feeling better...

Hey all

well, aother 1 week almost gone... haiz.. i'm so disappointed that i am not blogging as much...

u know i even thought if i should shut this down? pls left me know if u think i should? coz i duno if ppl actually read it lor..... k i'll put a poll at the side and see how many ppl actually visits my blog lor... sad lah.. even my tag board is not active lahz... KNS!



oks.. so last sunday i had rehearsal with HSC band at Singapore conference hall in the afternoon... the bus ride up and down was so stuffy and hot..

and i fell ill..

and for the rest of the days till now i am with a flu and irritating cough..

so this weekend will be a busy one for me too.. and next week too.. haha...

er...sighs.. lots on my mind again... sobz...

Hi all..

Yest was on leave... Decided to go out with esther,..yupz..
so we met earli for breakfast at white sands and we took a train to Chinese Gardens.. haha..so far right! haha...Was really cool! cam whored a lot sia!..

Yup so we visited the chinese and japanese gardens there... haha




Then we bumped into a cute ols china couple who wanted to take our pic! wahha...


Haha.. they cam whored for us sia...


haha.. and i made a new friend!


k, so we paid $5 to enter this turtle meusum.. lolz...





k, so it was just a wacky day!


k..after that we both went to town...

Decided to watch a movie at cine.. benjamin buttons... long show.. but really nice!
haha.. and then i finally bought myself a pair of sandles at NUM... coz my slippers was killing my toe! haha..

k, evening time, we met with Huiting and Sabrina for dinner... wow havent seen them in ages! yup.. went to chijmes for dinner and later adjourned for drinks

With Sabrina


HuiTing & Sabrina





I guess i was the Rose among the thorns lahz.. opps.. haha


gosh, my watch was really bling bling..


I have a whole lot more pics here if u want to see k

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=76118&id=504091511&l=5cf71
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=76119&id=504091511&l=244ae
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=76120&id=504091511&l=05c72

k it was a good day with Esther.. THANK YOU CAM WHORE BUDDY!!!


ok.. today is 14th Feb.we all know what day it is... it is dreadful... morning had alumni band prac..that was fine...

Evening is coming in a couple of hours and i am getting irritated and emo le...restless too...sighs.. seems like its going to be a sad one this yr.. likely i'll end up going to my parent's friend's bbq at downtown east later. its not as bad lahz., but thats not how i expected my valentines day to be like... haiz.. maybe just not meant to have what i wanted...

k..maybe its the whole self-pity state i am in and becoz today is V.day.. but i've not been having any luck in tis area for a long time... whats wrong with me!?

haiz....

Hi all

Things have been pretty ok for me so far...
Sunday, spent the day with Wei Loong..Morning went to quessnway to look at shoes.. unfortunately most of the shopes were closed.. sighs. so we walked over to IKEA for lunch and to window shop..
There after we took a bus down to orchard and shopped around.. from Far East to Plaza Sing and back to plaza again...lol.. Went for Pranakan dinner with my family after that..

Back at work.. things are ok i guess.. nothing really much.. the same usual lo..

k.. Valentines is just this sat.. which is 2 days away! and OMG! i got no one to spend it with lahz... KNS...I NEED A VALENTINE!!! HELP HELP HELP!!!

Hey all..

almost a week since i last posted.. have been meaning to post but just lazy to get onto blogger...

ok.. this week has been average for me...with some highlights of coz..

Sunday... went with cell for dim sum buffet at some hotel.. lol.. at like so so so so so so so much..army guys can eat lor..i gave up half way.. took a photo.. but it ended up like some formal family photo..lol..

backrow: Vernon,Alexi,Me,Pierre,Dickson
Frontrow: Aaron,RenHao,Able,Joey,Jenson


i realised we(in the pic) all have english names except our leader.. lolz...


nothing much the first couple of days at work...tuesday evening went down to Marsiling band with Small Kid(Wei loong).. eh...then stayed over at WL's house..

Wednesday was SAFBand sports day... ok.. i guess it as kinda fun and a good time to mix around with the other band ppl too.. First time i saw Staff Tham dive thru the spiderweb hole.. ONz man! good job Band B for organising..

of coz i was dead beat from it all.. bu thursday came with reporting at 6am for a deployment-parade...and there after full band prac when we got back.. manz... tired sia...

ok.. things have been very luke-warm for me thies last 2 weeks bah.. manythings just seem to be hanging there and no real solution or idea to move forward...i need to get things fixed!